I’ve been burning the candle at both ends.
I’ve been staying up late. I’ve been getting up early.
Some days I oversleep, sometimes I’m only sleeping a few hours.
In the midst, this blog went dark, and then stayed silent.
Getting started has been a problem. Creating videos has been a problem.
I haven’t been “feeling it.” I roll out of bed some mornings and I’ve got a face better suited for radio than video. So I do nothing.
I’ve been itching to write, but feeling guilty that I’m not recording a video.
By not writing, I’ve felt, simultaneously, like the writer’s part of my brain is atrophying, and yet it’s burning to come alive.
So, I’m going to start writing again, because I miss writing, and I’d rather look back and see my blog filled with words and the occasional video, than look back on months of time where I didn’t do a damn thing.